Monday, August 17, 2009

Its 2:34 am

It is and as sleepy as I am feeling I can not go to sleep so why not post a blog! Just finished battling robert on COUNTUHHH STRIKE! mmhm. :]

Today was a pretty good day. I recieved the nicest picture with my name on in by the lovely Maryceleste. Quite the charmer. So i did not get the chance to run today and im upset because my legs are feeling tight and are sore! running...thats what it does to you. So this week...nevermind now i feel like going to sleep.


Sunday, August 16, 2009

I worry too much

I overanalyze alot of things. I turn an easy problem into a complicated one that I later can not solve. It is a bad habit, but I have been doing a good job of trying to overcome it. I think everyone comes to a point where they worry about a certain situation and starts thinking what can happen. I dont, I go into the depths and think of every alternative I can possibly think of. Its horrible, I know but Im just so use to thinking thinking thinking that this is what it has led me too. On the bright side I only see one positive thing from this, If it happens I can already be prepared for it and not be at total astonishment.

So yesterday I sang my first song! thanks to RUBBERTOE, i can now cross one of my to do lists off my checklist. The funniest thing happened though the person who it was for thought it was just a song we were doing for fun! Took her about ten minutes to figure it out. It ok though.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Momma, I wanna be a runner!

What do you get when you put a 47 year old Mexican, 38 year old Zimbabwean, and a 43 year old Morrocan?

" a work of art that people can look at and be affected in as many ways they’re capable of understanding" as the great Pre would say.

Today I had the privilege to run with three amazing runners. Not something you get to experience everyday.
We began warming up and stretching, from there we took off pounding every step on asphalt. Our goal - 16 miles; 7:00 minute pace. There was the 47 year Mexican who has been running for merely 25 years and is a sub 2:50 marathoner, the 6 foot 4 Zimbabwean who grew up running trying to become one of the best to succeed in the profession in order to help his family, and the Morrocan who did not talk much but which I assume he lives for himself and only himself with his serious attitude, and then the home grown 18 year old American kid who takes everything for granted if we were typically speaking. I hung in with the for a cruicail 60 minutes, then their experience overmastered me as they gradually started departing speeding up mile after mile, minute after minute. I was in complete awe watching them battle and challenge each other. It was the Zimmy ahead in the pack with the Russian trying to keep his grip tight. The Mexican, as bad as the name sounds, was struggling in the back of the pack as, he too, was slowing down. All this is occuring while I am simply spectating their dorsums jumping up and down. While I am heading back they are closing the gap on me and now you can hear the huffs and puffs and I now beging thinking they are human and not machines. It was still the Zimmy ahead of the back but this time all three of them were scattered. The Mexican was right after and he had gained his momentum, slowly closing every step the Zimmy had taken. The Russian had fallen behind. I arrived at my destination - 15 1/2 miles. They kept propelling forward and completed 17. It was simply amazing how much the human body can do and with I just ask my question, anyone want to go run next saturday???!!

Friday, August 14, 2009

One post after another

I think I am going to go to Big bear for a couple of days.

I can see it in your eyes..

I've been experiencing a "dry spell" for the past few days or so. Besides being busy with work, I have found myself unmotivated to write. I have no thoughts, no feelings, nothing remotely close to what I am usually like. I've noticed in coming home to my parents that it is significantly more depressing than usual. My mother tends to sway to the dramatic persuasion and my father doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve. He keeps everything bottled up. It is like being placed between two extremes.

On top of everything School is about to take session. I feel completely misguided. I will complain about school alot until it starts because thats just my main worry right now along with my other social predicaments. So i'd begin posting more personal blogs on what I am feeling at the moment but the people who look at this will be completely shocked...

just take me away.

Thursday, August 13, 2009


I feel like im being drowned in puddle of shame.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

If I was a simple man

Would we still walk hand in hand?
If I suddenly went blind,
Would you still look in my eyes?
What happens when I grow old?
And all my stories have been told?
Will your heart still race for me?
Or will it march to a new beat?

There are approximately two and a half weeks of summer left. I did not realize how serious this is. Walking from a friends house I began realizing what Im going to have to work for and how hard I am going to have to want it. I do not know what to expect but I am certain I am entering with a new mind set, one I wish i would of developed sooner in High School.

I flashback on as much as I can remember and i basically wasted precious time. Time I cannot take back now but make up for it. Lesson learned. It is pretty frustrating, however, that I am in the process of taking out a loan, for a school 10 minutes away, equivalent to that of going up north and dorming! I guess I will jsut have to wait a little longer to see the world eye by eye.

>On the bright side, I am running for a good team! I hope the best comes out of it and meet great people that can rely on me in the future, vice versa.

What labels do I put for this post???

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

a month before September 11

And what do you get? My birthday! woo. yay. celebrate. Today is the day, the big 18! Don't have much to say goodbye.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

baby im back

To the Blogging community.
So hello my fellow bloggers my name is Oscar and i will be
Writing my thoughts, updating you on my current events and most importantly entertaining all of you who have no life, so decide to read about others. :]

More up to date blogs as soon as i get my Laptop:[]
thank you!